Love you, Love me.

hmmmm...

batam tml! hahas..excited of what is going to happen in the camp..hahas..
will have a heart of expectancy! :)

zoukout yesterday was a bomb! hahas.makes me feel like going clubbing..LOL
no la..the stage and everything is nice...the party was wild! :D
hahas..

was watching SEA games now..hahas!
but makes me think alot..about my past..
imagine i never stop my training..i really can have a opportunity to join the Games by now..
hahas..
oh well..i still chose to be free and have the life that i wanted to..hahas..
my dad wasn't as happy though..said it was wasted and everything..hahas..
felt wasted for me also..but then come to think of it..this is not the life that i expect myself to have though..and not the career i wanted to have also..
so yah..
so everything see this olympics and SEA games, i felt a sense of regret in a sense..but then..come to think of it, am happy of what i have now.. :)

of course im happy with what i have because i have my dearest with me..
rain or shine she is still there..
and we seem to realise that neither one of us seperate each other..
because we need each other more than the first day that we are together..
the bond just gets closer and closer. :)
sometimes it is good to be single, yes i agree, but TO AN EXTEND ONLY.
i really feel that being single can only attain a certain level of learning only..
it won grow, it won lose, just...constant.
but i feel that when you are attached, although we will have good and bad times, we still feel that its worth it to experience both.!
and that's where people really starts growing..
why people grow in love?
because GOD FIRST LOVED US.
and the greatest thing in this world is love, love and love.
love is powerful in a good and bad way.
it can lead people to death, or a fruitful life that anyone would love to have/acheive.

everytime i ask myself, is it worth it in the relationship?
and the answer always never fails me, because i know that cheryl and i can really go on for quite some time..
and she's the one. :)
love you baby! :D :D
PS: when she sees this she sure smile, and reply me " where got? " :D

ciaos~!