Love you, Love me.

You are The Devil

Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession

The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition.

Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because you allow it.

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sighs..
i am seriously lousy at handling problems.. :(
i really dont know what to do now..

I stand before You Lord
and give You all my praise
Your Love is all I need
Jesus, You're all I need

Now That You're Near - Hillsong Music Australia

the only song that came to my mind in this situation now..

FINALLLYYYYYYY!!!!!

school's out and break's in!!! :D:D:D
and this year, the break's in with a good introduction : CNY!
hahas..

well..school has been great for me..been loving every moment with my classmates everytime..
although there are ups and downs though..
hmm..first is my sem 1 class..the first class of my walk in RP..
W45H! (Apr - Aug )
hmm..that period was okay..they helped me celebrate my birthday though..at least it is not as bored..
hahas..
yupp..

the sem 2 class will be...
W15G!
at first when i walked in on the first day of school..everyone seems to be so tensed!
but little did i know that they were actually FUN PEOPLEEEEE...
what to do..my class is full of hyper, pervertic, horny, crazy BITCHESSSS (adapted from shanTINY)..HAHAHA...
yeah..
hahas..meet ups on holidays yah? hahas.

well..time really passed very fast..one moment im 18..
i really wonder and curious what is going on in my life for the next few years..
so i can actually get prepared for it..?
dunno...i mean..nowadays everywhere is so competitive eh?
need early preparation..! haha.

anyways..
to monstress:
sorry that today cant meet up today..
tml is a better day! hahahas..
dun sad yah? smile! :)

TGIF!!

man..for once i really thank god is friday..time seems to be getting slower and slower in class..
and of course..for SOMEEE module..the bloody faci just won work well.. -.-'
maybe not for others, but me..
i just cant click with someone's face that looks like a rapist..HAHA
okay, thats judgemental..whatever! anyway its one more week before the holidays are here! :D
damn it, i reeeeaaallly cant wait to go and have a break!

oh yah firstly, i wana say to the people in W15G:
dudes, sorry for this whole week. i know i did nothing at all for ppt and all, only know how to slack and slack at coffeeshop..
but pls pls pls forgive me!
i got no motivation for school anymore..

so yah..felt abit guilty ar..didnt wan to have hard feelings between us man..so i decided to say it out..hope u guys saw this and understand! :D :D

anyways..CNY coming! dont know whether is it a good thing or bad thing..
good thing ISSS a holiday? you get to visit people (which is kinda happy thing to do when it is a joyful occasion?) etc etc..
well..bad thing is I HAVE TO BUY MY CNY CLOTHES USING MY OWN MONEY AR..
sian..

IPOD TOUCH ---> DELAYEDDDD

shit right? what the hell..
nvm..
oh yah..talking about money..working on the 2nd day of CNY! hahas..
request from ENG though..
shyt, i think i put them aeroplane too much..
argh..lazy lazy lazy..-.-''
laziness can really harm people!!!! >.<' to ENG: i swear i will buy the dim sum at chinatown for you soon! :D anyways..tml ANOTHER outing with monstress! hahas.. yeah! hahas.. i cant think of what to buy sia..so many clothes.. nice one exp, cheap one suck. oh well, thats life. HAHA oh yah.

NEXT WEEK LAST WEEK OF SCHOOL!:)

hahas.
monstress is excited also..why? because there are many outings coming during the holidays!

like:
1.henderson waves..again? :)
2.picnic at:
- chinese garden
- marina barrage
- henderson waves?
3.some place she mentioned that the place has nice scenery.?

and more and more!!! :D:D
hahas..
update soon..:D

SHAWN IS WUUGUII MASTER FROM KUNG FU PANDA! HAHAHAHA.

hahas..LOOK LIKE RIGHTTT..
okay..
classes nowadays are super boring..
everyday with a "cabot" mindset to school man..tsk tsk!
anyways!
LAST UT OF YEAR 1 IS THIS THURSDAYYYYYYYY!!!
muahahahahahahas! :)

okay, i really think RP rocks..
i can really adapt here..i think i will suck at lectures man..tsk tsk..
hahahas..
sia la.

very long nv blog alr..OH YEAH..

ONE,
ONE,
ONE,
ONE,
ONE MORE WEEK
holidays!

WOHOOO!
but on the other hand,
seperating from W15G ar..
sian sian sian..
this class rocks man! can tell u..
the people here are cool..
ahahahas..
yupps..
gtg..ciaozxzxz!

I WANN TO MEET POI CHING'S SCHOOL VOLLEYBALL TEAM!!!

-JUN HAO
-NIGELLLLLLLLLL
-ZHENG YAN
-ERIC

AND SOMEMORE I CANT REMEMBER..AHAHAHHAS..

AND EX-CLASSMATES!

-RENA KUAAAAA :D
-ALVIN?
-ELAINE

AND MORE LA..

hahas...5 years nv contact! i cant remember all!
pri. 6E'03 contact me!!! :)

CHEW JIA JUN

doesnt know how to control his temper
doesnt know how to be not too sensitive
doesnt know how to handle things
is USELESS..

thats all i can say nw..
but these few days has been an emotional period for me..
FUCK la.

when can i meet pcs pri.6E's members?

COGNITIVE COGNITIVE COGNITIVE..

what a fantastic module to take up eh? -.-
today was such a irritated day..it's not the first time like this alr..ahhh..:(
well..everything felt so different today..
today was like, can pissed off the moment something goes wrong..phew..
just felt so angry all the time today..
i seriously need anger management? :S
oh well..

i hope holidays are here sooner..just think that school is so boring with the UTs..
still got some fucked up modules like cognitive..with a fucked up faci like..u know i know la..
the one who smiled because of ANYTHING.. -.-
grrr..

yesterday had a good talk with george..and what he said keeps me thinking and thinking..
and..im so worried now..so stress now..
ah...yeah..
imagine you got something you like or interested in..you love it so so very much..then you own that thing..then in the end someone stole it from you..or spoil until the extend that it is beyond repair..how would you feel?

hmm..hope things worked out like what i've planned..
well..

shyt..next tues cant pon class..if not for UT ar..
tsk tsk tsk..

ahh..this is a shyt blog post..
with full of shyt words and comments..
well..blog is somewhere people vent their anger on..or write their thoughts down eh?
yupp..im making full use of a blog right here..right now..
i'll be fine soon..

NEW YEAR NEW YEAR NEW YEAR.

its a new year! say bye to 2008 and HI to 2009!!!

hahas..well..this week is kinda busy with my work..yeah..
worked at Siloso Beach Party! hahas..
as an assistant boatman of the night..hahas..
all i have to do?
patrol around by driving the boat the whole night..something like that..
ahahas..well at least i got the best view for the fireworks! :D

its abit blur tho..used camera phone..hahas..yupp..i took it on the boat! hahahahs..
lol..
yah..the whole night was nothing but full of fun, noise, craziness and everything..!!
this is the form party and the tents..hahas..

hahas..yupp..something like that..hahaass..

and guess what? i needed 3 CANS OF REDBULL to keep me awake the whole night...and i was so super awake in the morning..LOL..3 hrs of sleep and im awake again!

hahas..met up with philbert they all..hahas..its nice to have meetups like this..although the no. of people is not much..but still fun ar!
got me, th, jason, philbert and that xr(extra spare tyre la)..HAHAHA

yupp!
man..still misses my secondary school days..hahs..with an blink of an eye..gonna be year 2 soon!
how fast eh?
and..
I'M TURNING 18 THIS YEAR!!!!!!!!! WOOOHOOOOOOOOOOO! :D:D

hahhas..yupppp

tml's meetup with monstress!
postponed today's program to tomorrow as she needs to see doctor..:S
hahas..
yeah..take care ya? i'll see u tml! :D misses~
hahas..

ciaos!