Love you, Love me.

damn..today was very very tired! LOL..
the more i look at my blog skin..the more i LOVEEEE IT!!!!! :D:D

hahas..well...anw..today went to watch MONEY NOT ENUFF 2!
well..to me..the rating to me la..is 3.5/5 lehs..well...still not bad la..kinda like what i've expected..everything is about money! hahas..but this story doesnt say that money is important..instead..is the people around you..
GOD..it was so sad..argh..well..in the end mabel saw my ugly side during the movie..URGH..LOL

welll..today did enterprise...hmm..still okay bah..but didnt have the heart to do PPT at all..why? cux the person sitting on my left(ronald) was chionging his retro games like super mario, contra etc....then on my right(jasper) was chionging those free online games like miniclips, addictinggames etc etc..the blast their game sound together..and I REELI CANT TAKE IT!!!!!!!
lol..lost to temptation..diaos..LOL..in the end followed them too! hahas..

LOL..diaos..yeaps..so thats my day! wow! tml class will be empty! hahas..cux got alot of people are NOTTTT coming!
like ronald, zoe, tiffany, jeremias?, john?
this are the few i could think of now bah..HAHA

well..tml jamming!! hahas..
oh YAH..TML IS THE FIRST DAY OF FESTIVAL OF PRAISE (FOP!)

FESTIVAL OF PRAISE
1st Aug - 3rd August
venue: Singapore Indoor Stadium
time: 7.30pm?

yeah! IT ROCKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!

hahahas..just saw this video..and would really want to post it lor..hahas..
93rd Boys' Brigade Company (Singapore) rocks!!! :D
nv forget what happen and what i've learn in these 4 years inside it..

this is our last few performance we had before my batch graduate...:

and this is done by our officers! :

yohohohoho~! today was a..BORING day! hahas..supposely must emo..but didnt! HAHAS..diaos..wad was i talking? DAMN..

wah piang..good lor ronald and mabel...both PS-ed me at PS..LOL..thanks alot! hahas..well..went there actually to go buy picks for jaspeeee~..LOL..its ultra soft! cool eh? suitable for acoustics..=)

hahahas! well!! happy and more happy! stay happy!! hahas..
tml is going to watch Money Not Enuff 2! hahas..hope so..right guys? :S
well..is definitely! :D:D:D
hahas..i think that show is explaining how most of the singaporeans feel.......NO MONEYYYYY!!!
hahas...

oh yah..tml last UT for my first ever semester in RP..HOW COOL IS THAT?
HAHAS..nvm..try to enjoy the last 1 1/2 week with W45H then...T.T..hahahas
anw..reeli did have all the fun with them ard la..=)
hmm..this are some pictures taken while we are super bored!!!!

heh..was busy posing for the photo..while jasper was amazed by the power of the GIRLss..

jump non-stop..LOL..

yeah! hahas..thanks ernie for posing with me..we both gave the "err?!?!?!" look..=)

hahas..well..thou not many people are coming nowadays..but im glad that i still have fun with the rest that is here..LOL..treasure while things are still there yeah? treasure..treasure..treasure..

hmm..kip telling people to treasure..but sometimes i think i took things for granted la..well..humans are imperfect..thats why! hope to change for a better person eh? :D

~~i'll kiss goodbye to the memories~~....

oh yeah! blog skin's changed! woohooo! hahas..well..guess i reeli AM so boring..so decided to spend time on something im interested then! :D wow! new look! new image! :D and most imptly, its..REDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

so have you guys check out the videos in my blog? its in the previous posts..pls go and take a look! will laugh your bottoms off!! LOL.. >okay..im kinda high now..cux its a new blogskin im having! wakaka!

these are the new updates:
1.blogskin!!!!!!!!
2.CBOX IS BACK! hahas.(okay, i reeli feel wierd without it now)

hyahas..will update more....esp wif pics! hahas..cux pictures speaks a thousand words(smth lyk that)..wakakakas..=)

today..was an EMO day..damn..i emo for nth! shyt sia..sorry guys..those who were there..sia la.
i feel so bad now..everytime when i emo..people ard me had to take my 'coldness'..sianed..

class is getting more and more bored now..with everyone pon-ing..in fact, there's an empty table everyday..which has become our pantry for eating alr..hmm..
people are skipping classes and UTs alr..esp this last couple of weeks..i mean..its last few weeks alr lehs..and they everytime say they dun wana change classroom..dunno la..and when i heard them planning not to come sch just to work..i felt very discouraged la..i mean..they are the reason why im in school..and why i enjoy school..this is the first time i enjoyed school so far..well..i cant possibly stop them from skipping sch eh? hmm..somemore when they say they skip sch just to go work..i mean..i reeli cant help but think about the problems i had wif my family and stuff la..mostly is all monetary issues..is reeli getting me vexed..i mean..this is life wad..no choice..cant blame anyone..just had to fight on..right? thats what everyone will say too..

work, sch, home.
work, sch, home.

i just nid music now.LOADS of them.so that i can feel better..phew..

well..today was a good day for swimming and everything! i went working!!!
today was a very sunny day! had a loads of fun when i went surfing and everything! :)
today was at zone 1C! which means..tanjong beach! :D:D well..had 2 partners and include me, got 3 people in tower! wow..not as bored as other towers alr la..quite fun tho! :D..tok cock and time zoom like nobody's business..=) took some photos while im bored! hahas..well..

yeah..something like that..oh yah..and also took a pic of KM8, the BEST pub u will find in sentosa's beach ok! hahas..

nice eh? hahas..it will be nicer at night! serious! hahas..who's free? lets go!
aww man..the way i tok today so funny today..LOL..kinda SOT alr..T.T
k la..stop here alr..hahahas..tml's sch! cant wait!!! :D:D:D:D

NO money la dey!!!!! hahas..his week is a poor week sia! hahas..well..tho im poor..but still managed to pass my week happily yeah? wow..this week's weekdays pass like nobody's business..but the nightmare is next week! 3 UTsssss ON 3 CONSECUTIVE DAYS!!!! OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG. how sia..but after that must enjoy the last week wif my W45H alr..sighs..time passes so fast eh?

well..today is saturday..skipped YA again..well..nothing to comment..hmm..anw..did manage to do something at home la...hmm..i did take those unnecessary items away and out of my room!!! hahas..there's more to come..but..currently just that first..soon..i'll buy the paint and start working on my ROOM...=)
let's go..extreme MAKEOVER

sia la..zi high sia..lol..nvm..today very happy..dunno why oso..so just maintain it and continue to HIGH HIGH AND HIGHER! LOL..

anw..saw this video intro-ed by my bro..is freaking funny! the lyrics is not what the singers are trying to say..its just what they ARE saying..LOL..nvm..u see alr u know..enjoy! and hope ur day will be as happy as mine!!!!

today is a very very tired day..-.-..anw..
firstly, i wana wish DAD a happy 49th birthday!!!! :D:D
well..getting older eh? he is still as fit! :D

wah..today damn tired ar..started out my day by UT..T.T..wah laos..freaking hard..wad income tax all..piang..tak boleh tah han seh! >.<'' anw..after that..had a longgggggggggggggggggg enterprise lesson till 4.30pm lor.. after that did try to go jamming wif jasper and cong rui..but in the end failed..cux the jamming room nids to book la..forget about this thing..well..next week lor.. hmm..
now i feel so tired now..gonna slp early today.. i felt soooo...
} SICK
} weak
} cant be bothered about anything now

yawns..gonna rest soon la..sianed..fuck sia..today is thursday..weekend is coming soon liao..wah laos..you know how much i HATEEEEE weekendss? -.-..pls let me get sick so that i can stay at home at ROT!!!! >.<''

sian ar..the sian-nessmosis disease is back! im sian..sian and more SIAN...

wow..time passes like nobody's business..DAMN..9 more days to mark the end of july..wth..sianed..august is more sian..so many 'movements'..got holidays..change of classrooms..change of classmates...everything! argh..kinda going into a new environment again..i hate it man..T.T

well..dudes and babes of W45H..i will never forget the happy times when we are together..and not forgetting the bad times too..which (hope so) makes us a stronger class instead? hmm..well..hmm..my emotions are wavering..cool eh? first time feeling like this sia..on and off..up and down..left and right..north and south..east and west..heaven and hell..hell and heaven..lol..im crapping now..
jia lat..my appetite's increasing after i excercise..jia lat..must try to restrict myself!!!! GRR! CONTROL JIAJUN!!!! CONTROLLLLLLLLL!

hahas..gtg..bye

from now on..this blog no more tag board..reasons:
1.boring
2.lazy to reply
3.kinda irritating

well..dunno why but i just feel that the cbox is irritating everytime i see my blog..well..people change yeah? well..guess wad? im one of the fastest person who is changing..
in fact, everyone's changing..one very big example is my class lor..at first? everyone is looking forward to come class..have loads of fun..makes me feel like its home..serious..but now? conflicts after conflicts..now is classified into groups/cliques..i mean..things changes under such a short time..
anw..had a confused mind now..ahh..dunno la..life isnt good when you grow up..cux there will be more responsibility, more work, and alot of 'mores' la..

oh yah..previous posts i post about keeping myself busy eh? had a plan after talking wif georgy on sat..
gonna train up! kip fit!
gonna swim & gym often from now on!
there is 2 big things i nid to do now:
1.giving my room a new look
2.stay fit

from now on: no mutton, beef, pork, gasy drinks, very sweet drinks
only: chicken (without skin), fish and vegetables

hope i will follow! well..at least following this is better than not doing anything..
sometimes during the weekdays after sch..no plans..dunno wad to do..feeling very vexed because of that..well..now?! NO NID TO FRET..because i've planned nicely alr..
now maybe oso got no time to hang out wif friends..anw..everyone everytime no free one..in the end? onli 2-3 people go..at most 4?

~~another reason why i kip myself busy is not to think too much..~~

well..today is a working day! kinda felt impossible, well, but its done! =)
hmm..today im posted at siloso beach end (near Rasa Sentosa Resort)..well..its a chair for zone 10! DAMN..its so hard lor..my ass is aching now..argh...-.-..
manage to take a picture to kill boredom!

wads this thing in the picture called? its BANANA BOAT.
why?

ans: banana (the yellow thing on the boat) + kayak (boat)

HAHAHAS..okay..im bored..-.-
well.this is a kind of new entertainment for me eh? hahas.
hahas..well..guess wad?! i saw this when i was on the way home..at sentosa carpark...

yeah..its Lamborghini Gallardo..hahas..yeaps..with some modifications..man..LOVE it..cux its BLACK!!! my fav. colour lehs.hahahahas.
well..tml's sch time!! hahas..dunno why..just looking forward to it..guess i reeli love school eh! esp poly! POLY LIFE ROCKS LA!

The Wonders
Do That Thing You Do

You, doing that thing you do
Breaking my heart into a million pieces,
Like you always do
And you, dont mean to be cruel
You never even knew about the heartache
I've been going through
Well I'm trying trying to forget you girl
But it's just so hard to do
Every time you do that thing you do

I know all the games you play
And I'm gonna find a way to let u know that
You'll be mine someday
Cause we, we'd be happy can't you see
If you'd only let me be the one to hold you
And keep you here with me
Cause I'm trying trying to forget you girl
But it's just so hard to do
Every time you do that thing you do

I don't ask a lot girl
But I know one thing's for sure
It's your love I haven't got girl
And I just can't take it anymore

Cause we, we'd be happy can't you see
If you'd only let me be the one to hold you
And keep you here with me
Cause it hurts me so just to see you go
Around with someone new
And if I know you you're doing that thing
Everyb day just doing that thing
I can't take you doing that thing you do

yeah..its by this old band called The Wonders..man..their voice is god-like! hahas..=)
enjoy the song in my blog!

forgot to post this..ahahas..I LOVE DELIRIOUS? HAHAHAS..

wednesday, is cognitive module today! or rather..its COCK-nitive..argh..

today's topic was about things that are 'right'..wth?!!?! its like so freaking hard la..think think and think!!!! >.<'' well..this kind of thing must be expected from cognitive la..bo bian..dun complain n do my best!!! :) yeah! think (+)..not (-)..hahas..P-O-S-I-T-I-V-E!!! hahahahas..someone did taught me how to live my life..by not adding myself more stress..no point being emo..every morning when you wake up..always think that its a new day! hahas..well..its kinda true yeah? as in..problems always come..hmm..i think must try to stay positive and face it bah..=)

well..current mood: positive!~
hahas..my week until now is kinda good! :)
hmm..the dates to changing of a new class is near..hmm..dunno whether shld i be sad or happy..well..?
gosh..just now while during lesson..the faci started telling us that he is a diver..hmm...the moment the diver word is out and i heard it..gives me an URGE to go malaysia!

MALAYSIA TRUELY ASIAAAAAA!!!

lols..hmm..but malaysia gave me quite a no. of memories..
like..
genting...
the day i went there for my swimming competition for the first time! (at pri 5)

and more! man..come to think of it..time reeli passed very fast..its like july of 2008 alr! and im 17! the people ard me all grew up too..wah..time pass v fast ar..jia lat sia..wads more to come?

i felt it in His song..
and by His Love..
my heart will break down.....
and praise Him in His presence..

and His presence im feeling it now..
makes me forget about those things that is hurtful..

ahh..today was a freaking lonely day..came to school alone..went home alone too..well..everyone's busy..hmm..maybe i shld make myself busy too..busy busy busy..isnt that what singaporeans are now? always so busy..so rush..everything oso must be efficient..yeah luh..MAKE MYSELF MORE BUSY!!

yawns! bored,bored and more bored! sunday suppose to be a go out day..instead im sticking my arse on the sofa and blogging..
oh..ytd night when midnight movie wif bird and family..hahas..kinda fun man..yeah..had an interesting experience thou..im kinda suppose to watch out of his 2 cousins somehow (daryl and darren)..hahas..well..this kind of feeling is quite nice..hmm..dunno eh..and his auntie asked me to teach darren swimming..well..guess wad? im kinda looking forward to it tho..=)
had a short talk with bird ytd night..hmm..i realise his words are coming to senses now..last time not like this one..hmm..well..people change yah? philbert is changing to the better and i thank God for him as my buddy..=)
well..this week has passed..i wonder how my upcoming weeks are gonna be? there is this song that is on my mind all along this whole week..i think music and other's feelings are something that can influence my feelings the most..

HILLSONG UNITED - THE STAND

You stood before creation
eternity in Your hand
You spoke the earth into motion
My soul now to stand

You stood before my failure
And carried the cross for my shame
My sin weighed upon Your shoulders
My soul now to stand

Pre-Chorus:
So what can I say
And what could I do
But offer this heart O God
Completely to You

So I'll walk upon salvation
Your Spirit alive in me
This life to declare Your promise
My soul now to stand

Chorus:

So I'll stand
With arms high and heart abandoned
In awe of the One who gave it all
I'll stand
My soul Lord to You surrendered
All I am is Yours

So what can I say
And what could I do
But offer this heart O God
Completely to You

aku nak makan!
sia la..damn hungry sia..dinner is not here yet! grr~
well..

sianed! friday friday friday..diaos..friday = weekends coming..which is boring! ARGH~ well..dunno why la..i have said alot of times..weekends are freaking boring! wah laos..
sianed! so long nv go watch movie sia..i feel like im kinda orbit-ed! didnt update..hahas..
well..

JULY 17TH!!!! THE DARK KNIGHT!! IS A MUST MUST WATCH OKAYS!!!

the villian is JOKER! muahahas..well..and i heard that another villian, Two Face, have a cameo role in this movie too! hahas..cool eh? nv miss a superhero's movie! cux its damn nice!!

well..this week..hmm..kind of a emotional week for me..well..basically..most of the time im emotional de la..
ytd had a great talk with joyce..wells..i felt better loads! thanks joyce! what would happen to me without u?? LOLOLOL. OMG OMG.hahas.well..that will not happen..cux I KNEW U SINCE TPBC KINDERGARTEN OKAYSSSSSSSSSSS!!!! hahahas..
hahas..

sianed! weekend! wah piang.tak bolek tah han sia..serious! i think i gonna DIEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -.-'

mushi mushi! back to blog..too sian alr..see la bird..kena ur disease alr..always say SIAN SIAN SIAN infront of me..now i oso sian alr! >.<..lol well..today had a normal day..LOL..but something quite shocking happened la..well..basically..today was culture lesson..as usual..had a relief facilitator for our class as our original facilitator(jeanette) was busy or absent..yeah...she is a busy woman man..lol..anw..someone i reeli didnt expect came to relief..its faith la..wow..when i came into the classroom..ji tao got SHOCKED..LAWLS..wah..but lessons are as usual lor..:) sian ar..life is getting more n more bored..hmm..well..lets take a vote! hahas..see which picture more cute! art contest! here we go! ladies and gentleman, welcome to this year's annual art contest in jiajun's blog! wahahas.isnt it extraordinary? without further delay, lets show our contestant of the contest! we have onli 2 contestant! pls vote for ur favourite pic under the tagbox! thanks! =)

contestant no.1 : mr chew's very own art piece! pls enjoy! =)

contestant no. 2, nicely done by Mr Yong!! *claps PS*.from mr chew:"you suck..wakakaks!"

pls vote pls vote! lols..your every single votes are deeply appreciated by the 2 contestants.thank you very much.! this contest is brought to you by: Ah Yong PTE LTD and Ah Jun PTE LTD.=)

HAHAS..this is what i called bored! >.<

my week is getting more and more bored la..

sch, sch and more sch...sianed..somemore this semester no holiday at ALLL! not even national day luh..9th Aug falls on a sat..wth..i reeli wish to have the term break la..faster come..so that i can go back to work la..sometimes working reeli is a good place to be u know..as in..when im sitting up there on the lifeguard tower..makes me reflect to myself la..and the things around me..i find it a valuable time there to reflect la..make me a better person..hope so..?
people have to grow up..i've just grown 1 yr old last tues..wads more to come? im 17 this year onli..i wana be more independant..everytime got this kind of thinking..like wana have my own house etc etc..but IM NOT working towards it! as in..save money and stuff..i dunno why..but saving money is not a kind of thing i will do it ever since im young..even my mother said that..but..i've been trying very hard to save up too..

well..17 this year..a few more years going NS alr..bird, des, kenneth they all going in NS earlier cux they took private..well..after my NS..continue degree? no plans eh..now i felt like im in the middle of the jungle..with a spoil compass and torn map..how? wait and die?
so so confused..alot of things are running thru my mind la..things are getting more and more confusing for me..i scared i might jump back to wad happen last time after the last broke up wif her..i fucking hell emo for like 5 months? i dun wan this..reeli dun wan this..it is not good at all being an emotional person..but i reeli cared about how people feel! i cared for their feelings more than mine! in the end everytime i got hurt so deeply..one good example is my previous 1-year relationship luh..man..i've put every damn thing into this relationship..but in the end? still my fault..for not understanding her..cannot give her what she nids..yeah luh..in the end..this is how we broke up..i seriously didnt feel that she is giving me a chance to change myself..but she say she did..well..what can i do? had to let go even thou i dun wan to wad..yeah..i know..my friends are all there to comfort me..but everyone said the same thing..say:"take it easy..."..how to take it so damn easy when i had put everything into it?
i've drop into the well and cannot see the light of the opening anymore..
after such a long suffering time...did managed to comfort and settle myself down la..
after this..CHEWJIAJUN is not the same anymore! he became
more emo,
more attitude,
more short-tempered,
more unreasonable,
more unaware of other people's feelings,
more 'cold-hearted',
more rebellious,
more noisy,
more vulgar,
more sad,
less happy,
less cheerful..

ok..stop thinking about this alr..i scared i reeli might be emo again..well..thanks philbert's mum for the drink just now..reeli cleared my mind of everything for awhile..hmm..alcohol reeli can make ur mind go blank..which i reeli wan it NOW NOW NOW..

life is......~~bad~~..NOW..

woots! im 17 years old alr! wakakakas.

yeah..thanks guys! for buying cake for me..reeli didnt expect it..and was very happy ytd..hahas..and thanks ronald, zoe, mabel, for being there wif me at New York New York ytd for dinner..hahas...we had fun yea? thanks mum too! for giving my ang bao and a cake! hahas..thanks alot! thanks auntie for giving me an ang bao! and thanks zoe for dressing up so nicely just for my birthday.=)

well..these guys rocks ok! sorry if i left u out..no offence okays! but reeli appreciate for those, even thou i cant see them, they remembered my birthday and even send an simple SMS to me..hahas..i reeli appreciate it..hahahas..i reeli think that thoughts are the more important part..not the gifts la..ang bao la..cux im a person hu takes people and myself's feelings seriously.=)

hahas..well..this year's birthday was the best til now? people say every year birthday must be more fun yeah? hahas..i hope my next one will be better than this then! hahahas..=)
these are the pics taken ytd:

my birthday cake from mum!!!!!

ronald's super dare at New York New York! LOL.he is suppose to finish it alone..if not he has to pay $37.90 or smth! ahahas

yeah..smth like that..hahahas...yupps! well...gtg alr..hahas..blog another time! :D