Love you, Love me.

OH MY GOSH! how cute is my dearest?! :D
hahahahahas. btw, this was taken when we were in Gentings, with dearest's family. hahahas
its like so long luh..during national day this year! :)
memories memories memories..

hahahas..
times really zoom like how Edward runs man..SERIOUSLY!
its like we will be in december say..2 DAYS TIME?!!!!
sia la..oh well..DECEMEBER IS GREAT! :)
1. YA camp @ BATAM BATAM BATAM!!!!! ICHIBAN! LOL
2. SANTA CLAUSE IS COMING TO TOWN! (christmas)

actually, every year i just look forward to december..hahas..
mainly just because christmas and new year is coming..hahas.
and when christmas is about to come, i had the feeling like it's gonna snow soon!! LOL
but i know it won happen, not at singapore. serious.
people say singapore is like a little red dot.imagine covered with white snow?
its like pimple with acne cream on top. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
true?
nevertheless, i still love december.

hahas..school's okay..everything's okay..
just felt that i have not enough time with dearest lehs..
although we see each other very often, but we don spend alot of quality time together like we used to..
hmmm..yeaps..
we should go out soon my dear! :)
love you baby. <3

oh..recently something has been a super hyper thing for me..and thats...

TWILIGHT!

see la..
stupid bird..
bring me go watch new moon when i know nuts about the whole storyline..
now im hung into it..
at first i thought its like a fairytale love story thingy for those girls to siao on guys on the movies..
but once i started reading and when i watch the movie, it's something else! LOL
the storyline was quite okay, and you just wanted to know what's going to happen until you finish reading the whole book or finish watching the movie.
but the bad thing, they always stop at the BEST PART! right? right? right?
hahahas.i guess this is the strategy the authors/directors used to affirm their films or books.
making sure that people will still come back for more. hahahahahahas

okay la..blogged until here..
till then...~!

in fact, i love to take formal shots, because i feel that they are the nicest type of photo you can have..its like so neat and tidy..
i especially love this one..the first and only photo with dearest in formal suit @ 40th EAOG Anniversary Dinner..

time really flies until the extend that i cant even remember how many anniversaries i had with my dearest..
and the upcoming one (9th months) is like next saturday?!?!
things are still going up and down between us..and i felt that both of our emotions are rather unstable..
we quarrel because of something small, trying to figure out something to solve the issue and instead of solving we quarrel more etc..
i really think that these few weeks are the times whereby Satan is shaking everyone off from God's hands, and personally, i felt that relationship is one of the factors that he is shaking me.
see, the way satan attacks is very straightforward, usually is the same.
relationship is a big issue to me, therefore, im having a tough spiritual battle these few weeks with dearest..
she is having nightmares at night..cannot sleep..
prayer can help..but it keeps coming back to test her..
so is like everyone is having a hard period right before the camp Unshakable.
nonetheless, God is still very loving..
in cell, that is where i really felt the warmth of a family..
where everyone focus on the same person, on the same goal..
how cool is that?

nothing's on for me now that my PP is done and PASSED..
just need to signed myself up for FTT PLS.! its like freaking 3 months-to-be since i took my BTT..
i scared i forget everything and im behind schedule (according to me own personal plan)..
yupp..
just looking forward to the day that im going YA camp..
BATAM! never been there before..but i heard the water's good and clear..
LOVE THOSE PLACES! :D

PS: for those who are down during these few weeks, recite this lyrics from Healer into ur heart.

" Nothing is impossible for You (x3), You hold my world in Your hands.."

dearest, i really do love you. i want us to grow together. let this period be the time to learn and not to demoralise/upset each other, instead we should encourage and cheer each other up. i will try to do my best in my part, hoping that our relationship can be a better one, and a relationship where people can really use us as a model to learn from us..

CHERYL CHUA 我爱死你了!!!!!! :)

the rainbow always comes out right after the storm.. :)

sunday..rest/working day..
so today decided to stay at home and do poster...
do so long..only did abit of the project..HAHA..
still working on it...

look something like that..

well...
nothing much i guess..look like a normal poster lor...
yupp..
but there are few points i decided to do..
like "theme" it..i thought it would be better for the poster to have the same theme as the company i'm doing..it boosts up the presentation tho...thats what i felt..
since sentosa's logo is orange colour, so i decided to add orange and the sand colour in my poster as it kinda matches and looks nice with it..yupp..
pictures are a must to give a colourful and entertaining presentation though..
so i choose those pictures that are photoshopped in the internet, so it makes it looks nice..
its under construction still though..my poster that is..so..yupp...

few days ago i was in school..
as usual..dear will complain.." im so bored " over and over again..
until im used to it..hahas..because actually she did that for the whole sem 1 tooo..
so HAD TO play some msn games with her to help her relief of her bored-ness..
msn games nowadays are getting better and better i must say!
the bowling was kinda fun..!
this is the moment we had while we are playing..

kinda lame..but..well..dear likes lame stuff..hahahahahahahahs..
oh yah..yesterday's whole day in church was just awesome! :)
attended CE class was fun and i finally got the gift of tongues!
starting is like u wan to say something..then u just start mumbling voices..
very hard to describe eh..
but i'm happy to have it.. :D praise God. :)

things are starting to turn around...and i realised that God gave us bad times is because He really want us to learn and grow into a stronger person..
how good is a God when he just spoon feeds you?
God is someone who wants us to learn through experience, so that the things we learn became valuable to us, instead of spoon-feeding us eh?
there are alot of things that i have yet to know and learn..
and i want to learn more, through Him..
although bad times really do SUCK..and seriously i say..SUCK... S-U-C-K...
but in the end we still must pull through and finish what we started off.. :)
there is only 1 life for everyone, i want to live mine full of experience, what about you? :) :)
something to think about..

UT 1 is ending soon, following up by UT 2..
and i have yet to clear these few things that kinda cost me a bomb?!

1.YA camp..i've saved like $45/$210?!?!?!?!?!
2. FTT $6, if pass, with PDL $20 plus plus..and prac lessons : every 1 1/2 hrs, $30 plus dollars.

how how? god seriously need to help me this time man.. ahhhhh!

thats all for now..
DEAREST! love you alrights. :)
there are tougher times ahead, and we will break through it together. :)
<3>

times are bad..but come to think of it..things are still good.. :)

back to blogged...finally!!

in fact, i do not feel the urge to blog about anything at all..because i really got nothing to say much.

life is as usual, up and downs are definitely here..
just that i feel that the downs are more than ups for now..
busy with school, church and work..
yeaps..

had a steamboat outing with my cell mates again..
was really fun staying with them..
as least, they are the ones that make sure that i'm still in God's hands..
their presence assured me of His presence, telling me that God really is around to help..
thats the reason why i love my cell so much.. :)
alvin posted this question while we were eating like pigs : " what you guys want to see/do in 2 years time?"
although the funny people will talk rubbish and jokes..hahas..
but i've decided to implant myself in worship ministry and being a cell leader!
this is the first few times i've made a decision so clearly and confident without having the mindset of failing it.
how good is God? :)

talking about commiting, DISTRACTIONS and TEMPTATIONS came in the way.
seriously, i'm sick and tired of falling into the trap alr..seriously..
we're gonna break the chains, break the silence and move forward because now is the time for us to shine!

the downs in ur life is really suckish, especially those things that you really care about falls into the DOWN area instead of the UP.
thats all i can say.
sighhhhhhhhh....
i dont know how to solve it/improve the situation.

we humans seriously need god's help.
without Him, how are we gonna survive seriously?

" How could I live without You?
How could i survive..without Your Love..without Your Touch..?
You're the one that Heals me, that cleanses my heart...
And sets me free... "

i finally understand why people cannot stop praising him because he is so awesome that NOTHING can be compared to him.
and so, we are standing in awe of Him, in awe of His presence and power.

gotta gooo...