Love you, Love me.

today was a very DEAD day..
went to work..

hmm..for today, time passed especially fast.hmm, maybe is because i got one partner all along bah..
feel quite bad today..because Eng asked me to stayed, but didnt want to la..and went home..grrr..
sorry eng, if you are seeing this, i promise u a FULL shift next time..;)

hmm..asked mabel to help me buy guitar string..thanks!
because one of my guitar strings snapped while i was playing it! wth..
by the way, the rest are quite rusty, so changed everything la..

well..tml's school..look's like tml got alot of people not coming? because tuesday and wednesday are holidays.. (hari Raya)..yupp
tml is enterprise..abit boring ar..but i like the module la..the facilitators are the ones making it quite boring..T.T..
well..

had a good talk with some people on some day..felt that what some said was quite relevant..but not sure whether to believe it or not..
well..is so confused..dont know what to do..so decided to stay low again..hope i can stay low too..
huh? what am i saying..err..nvm..

lol..gotta change up new strings for my wife, ciaos!

yawns! today is an enjoyable saturday! :D

hahas..actually today's plan is just to go buy guitar strings and nothing much..
BUTTTTTT, in the end..some nice plans came up and i went for it! :D

met up with justin on serangoon mrt, and both went to orchard to find afixzxzxzx together..
wth..waited for afizxzx for like almost an hr..thanks ar..LOL..
but anw..went Zara with the both of them to buy afiq's jeans..because he wans to wear it for his upcoming Hari Raya.hahas.
he bought something that looks kinda formal, based on mine and justin's choice.! :P

lol..after that..went for dinner and then go slack at Coffee Bean at Wheelock's...
hahas..very funny ar..tok cock to the MAX..LOL..

anw..had fun! hahas.
but one bad thing..
had a terrible headache right before i meet the both of them till now! :(
sighs..
tml still got work sia..hope i will get better bah..

one more thing, I LOVE W15G people! :D:D:D:D
LOL

hmmm..4 days have pass a week! :)

there is good and bad la..good is that the holidays are getting nearer! i want to rest well! always doze off in class..lol.
hmm..bad is..weekend is coming la..sianed...
argh..work, work and more work!
sian..what a boring weekend..every week without fail..friday's blues..crapp..
and 1 more week to 1st UT....!!!!!!!!
oh man..im suffocating here..hello..-.-

wow..with a blink of an eye..i am about to finish my first year soon..
time reeli flies..dont knw what will happen to me 10 years later sia..
lol..think so far! hahas..

sian..nth much alr..tiring day today..ahhas..
ciaos~!

boring sia..

everyone started blowing up..cant take it..the stress..5-6 people chao alr lor..left some lor..

im the one of them who stayed..but staying in class also no use sia..didnt do anything but slack.
today's problem is a total gone case la..wth..faci explaining..might as well dont explain..
everyone didnt even understand..

sian sian sian..today is nothing but S-I-A-N..
feeling so negative and demotivated now..

got beaten down yet again..
only You are capable of helping me..
No one, but You..

BLAH BLAH BLAH.

im so freaking tired now..no mood to do anything but slack slack, and more slack..
grawh..today's work was so..fast in the morning? after that was quite ok ok..
didnt do much..sat there like a log and waited for the damn 7 hrs to pass by..

after that..went for dinner..slack..
then now at home..blogging..after blogging dont know do what sia..T.T
oh yah..tml school..must sleep early..
1 more week to the first UT..sianed..
1 more week to Hari Raya..think have to work again..

ahh..life IS a cycle and its seldom changing..
boring ar..i must say..
but maybe im the one who is making it boring bah..well..im a boring person! >.<'

anw..
tml, gym. more run pls. because i broke some rules..DAMN IT..

til then,
ciaos~

boring shyt boring shyt boring shyt!

-.-..sighs..cognitive is getting harder and harder..and guess what? im blogging right now..DAMN..
i think i've lost the interest in doing the PPT for now..all because of the freaking faci..high expectations..loads of work to do..

well..dont know la..most of my classmates are irritated too..well..
anw..im so bored now! how? wana to download a movie to watch..but the thing cant open..asked for help..
the help is helpful..but my com doesnt support smth la..so in the end also cant use..
T.T..
this week is a pretty stress week man..
and somemore today is FRIDAY..

people always say TGIF TGIF!..
but when i heard its friday, i dread.
why?
same cycle for both saturdays and sundays.
ahh..
work work work.
work is getting loads boring since long time ago..WHY?
because all the fun people are not working..and i dont talk much with them what..
and we have a minor generation gap la..go out with them..sometimes they say jokes i cant really understand..well..
and their bonds are there even right before i started work there..
im just a new guy there..so..didnt really talk much lor..when they talk..

saturdays are nothing but church..
church people always gave u the 'hate-you' look..
i've told this to my cell leader, but it is not helping..
go church..also dont talk to the people there except my cell..
sigh..go there..for what?
alot of people say go church for Him, not the people there.
yes, i know that. but how to worship Him properly without any friends there?

now you guys know why i HATE weekends..

change song la change song la!! :S

小学篱笆旁的蒲公英
十几英里有味道的风景
雾水草场传来她的声音
多少年后也开始很好听

将愿望折纸飞机寄出信
因为我们等不到那流星
等枕头坠离命运的引力
却不知道到底能去哪里

已经长大的约定那样清晰
拿过到的我相信
说好要一起旅行
是你如今唯一坚持的任性

在走廊想霸占她手心
我们却注意窗边的情敌
我去到哪里你都跟很紧
哼歌而梦在等待着惊喜

已经长大的约定那样清晰
拿过到的我相信
说好要一起旅行
是你如今唯一坚持的任性

已经长大的约定那样珍惜
与你聊不完的曾经
而我已经分不清你是友情
还是错过的爱情

its been awhile since i blogged.oh man.
lazy ar lazy.

well.this week has been a tiring week for me! gym and gym is the main thing! well..i felt abit better everytime i finished working out..until now, still didnt break the rules i made myself!
didnt drink sweet drinks nor eat sweets stuff..
all the food i ate was vege, chicken meat, egg and plain water! :D
im proud of myself..continue and keep it up! :D

well..school has been okay..everything seems to be going very well..and the bonding between us is getting stronger day by day..yupp! and that is something that makes me very very excited and happy to hear about..:D

other than that..my life got nothing much these few days..hmm..yupp..kinda sian..school and home..phew! but i enjoyed my stay at school every single day la..:D

where are you? the one im looking for..can come out into my life so that i can care for you, love you..and vice versa yah? hope you are near somewhere..

dont laugh at the new song, but instead appreciate what is it singing about.
this is what i call music.
情人的眼泪

为什么要对你
掉眼泪

你难道不明白
是为了爱

只有那有情人
眼泪最珍贵

一颗颗眼泪都是爱
都是爱

为什么要对你
掉眼泪

你难道不明白
是为了爱

要不是有情人
跟我要分开

我眼泪不会掉下来
掉下来

好春才来

春花正开

你怎舍得说再会

我在深闺

望穿秋水

你不要忘了我情深
深如海

为什么要对你
掉眼泪

你难道不明白
是为了爱

要不是有情人
跟我要分开

我眼泪不会掉下来
掉下来

蒋毓-情人的眼泪
www.zhlrc.com

好春才来

春花正开

你怎舍得说再会

我在深闺

望穿秋水

你不要忘宋仪樯深如海

为什么要对你
掉眼泪

你难道不明白
是为了爱

要不是有情人
跟我要分开

我眼泪不会掉下来
掉下来

okay, im loving this boy NOW..and i seriously mean it..
just watch the video and make sure you mouth is kept closed at all times..(although it will automatically opened after you see the video..HAHA) the first song is called: More Than Words and the 2nd one is called: Last Christmas..hahas..yupp..DAMN NICE! :)

surprised? DAMN..he's got long finger..such a GOOD advantage..hmm..i wonder wad will he grow up to? hahas..the next Steve Vai? DAMN..he's good at his acoustics..!!!!

and thats what i called: Acoustics gives out LOVEEE.
hahas..enjoy the video..;)

Emotion is a WEAKNESS

weakness:
- an inadequate or defective quality, as in a person's character; slight fault or defect;

yea..indeed..i have an inadequate or defective quality..

hmm..well..today was cognitive..everything wasnt like the way it happens last friday..this time is more relaxed, even though the faci said that it is more tough, comparing problem 1 and 2, well, i felt different though, i thought P2 was easier and alot more things to say, which is good! but in the end, didnt manage to plan well la..so did something simple i guess..to me i feel there is not much info put in..well..but faci said that content is not as important as the presentation skills and stuff..well..
but to me, both are AS equally important..
still must work so much harder to get As..
buck up jia jun! :D

hmm..these few days..kept listening to music..and the music i have nv fails to calm me, to make me relax, to make me feel better..i just NEED more music..
ahhhh..

tml will be the start of another weekend..sighs..weekend weekend weekend..donno why but my heart just sank every friday night..the moment that i know that weekends are coming..maybe had bad experience before during weekends? dunno?

well..
hmm..school nowadays are so stress..phew..cant catch my breath..but thanks to my team mates la..nv fails to give up so easily like me..W15G! :D
hmm..have to buck up! last sem's GPA is only 2.9! is like shyyyyyyt..

at least: 3.0
better grade: 3.5
best: higher than 3.5

thats my expectation of myself..easier said than done! well..just have to work hard then..
dunno how long before i pass out..hahas..kidding..
Chew Jia Jun is someone who is freaking strong until the extent that he will be the last to fall among everyone else..instead..he will be willing to help those who had fallen to rise up again!
wooo..self praise..OMG..okay la..encourage myself mah..hahas..

oh yah..
from next monday onwards:
* monday, wednesday, friday - GYM day
* no pork, beef, lamb
* no fried stuff
* no sweet stuff

another expectation and goal to meet..going to train up! ;)
a new jiajun will be out SOON! (hope so) LOL.

DISCIPLINE is the keyword then.

fall in love with this thing, love at first sight. :)

haha..cool eh? its got all the nice cool features like:
-Google Earth
-Facebook
-Msn
-IE
and loads more! :D
well..i mean the features includes the mp3 and 4 player also..yupp..and can play games with it too..;)

well..there is one thing, the other thing i've looking for is my 'wife'. i want to change one..LOL..okay i know it sounds wierd, but i saw a new 'wife' and it caught my attention! XD
this is the one:

nice eh? OMG. i got so much stuff to look forward to buy..
hahas..this is the new 'wife' i hope to change..DAMN..it caught my attention! hahas..
i like the whiteness of its wood and design..
and the dots on the fretboards..WOOTS!
okay..it cost $556.40...T.T..which is like..so FARRRRR from me..grrr..
nvm..when there's a will, there's a way..hahas..slowly then..hahas..

hmm..well..oh yah..was having lesson these few days..and 6p is getting more and more boring until i seriously go do funny stuff..i go find images regarding Harry Potter And The Half-Blood Prince movie, and i happen to find this:

hahas..its freaking AWESOMEEEE! cant wait! but this stupid show got pushed back from this year's November to next year's July! GRRAWWWHHH!!! WTH right? anw..it falls on my bday month..so...don't mind la..hahas..
oh yah..notice the quote on top of the poster, it says: " i'm safe with you, harry"..
and you know what? its exactly the same LIKE the NOVEL..! hahas..wth..im so excited!!! :D:D:D

well..school is boring now..more and more ppts..i think the main thing why im sian is because of the facilitators la..5 of them..4 out of 5 of them are like freaking old-traditional mindset(lao gu dong) la..class is so freaking boring and strict with them around..and when we come in..it becomes like a routine..PDT,BREAK,WS,BREAK,PPT,PRESENT,6P,HOME..its like..WAH..sian..

yah lor..well..wad to do? complain also must work hard, dont complain also the same..hahas..
yah lor..well..

last but not least, i got one last photo to share..

hahas..its Stu G., guitarist from the band called: Delirious? d:
for your info, d: <-- is not a smiley, is their logo for the band..hahas..my fav. guy!

hahas..ciaos! :D

EMO NO MORE BECAUSE GOD IS HERE ALRIGHT! :D

hahas..im back! lol..tired seh! and sian! hahs..so blogggggged!

today is science module..well..i wouldnt say its science..because my team's ppt is full of copyrightssssss...hahahhaas..okay..we didnt describe much either..hahas..our ppt is lack of information..and we r slack..T.T..lol..anw..that faci is naggy also! just like our COCKnitive's faci..paul..grrr..

hahas..anyway..today..my classmates were very fun! hahas..the bond is getting more and more man! :D im lovin it! hahas..W15G is the new class! hahas..
today everyone was busy:
- adding each other in friendster, msn
- those COMPAQ people keep trying their own webcams but mostly failed
- some webcam with their friends and played like small girl.HAHA
- talking cock
- playing psp

well..thats science module for today eh? hahas.

be happy be happy! why?
because if everyone else is not here for u..He is..:D
He doesnt fail to stand beside u, hear u, feel u, help u,love u and loads more! :D

if u think u cant feel Him, try again.
you need to feel it with Your HEART.:D
pls smile everyone, because you might not know who will fall for ur smile.LOL. ;)
ciaos!

mood: stress.

oh well..what to do? is trouble that i've made and gave myself..
trying to stop, forget, run away, all kinds of things..doesnt help but just to FACE IT!.
how?
regretted now is abit late..but its always like this..came to last minute then realise it..and im not the only one who felt the pain...
saying sorry? i know it doesnt helps..but what more can i say?
im just a soft-hearted guy who can believe someone so damn easily that i got tricked over and over again..

say no to these things..cant reeli bring myself to do that..im someone who requires care and concern..isnt that what everyone wants? just that i want more perhaps..
want more til the extend i go crazy..

until now..music is the only thing that can make me happy, make me numb.
just really find the right one..
i've done alot of bad things i didnt want..
thought that those might help..
yes it helps! but it helps for a while..wads the freaking use of it?

all i need is just someone.
with love,care,concern,attention,times we spent and so much more.
ever since August 2007, the old Chew Jia Jun is long gone..LONGGGG gone..
dont know how much i've changed over those few months..

now i feel like i've lost everything..
everything..
except Your Love..
Your love never fails to be there..just that people tend to neglect..tend to forget..
let me be close to You again can? Let me feel You again..because all i need is You..
only You..
created Alpha and Omega
know what a person i am
know how i feel
understands me..

And I'll sing, sing I love you so

And I'll sing
                          
Because the world can't take away..

Your love..

this is a emo post..just ignore it..pls..

full of funny quizzes!

You Are A Romantic

You life your life like a fairy tale... or at least you try to.

Living for magical moments, you believe there's only one true love for you.

Love is the most important thing in your life, and you don't take it for granted.

Your perfect match loves to be in love as much as you do!

Are You Romantic or Realistic?

You Should Play the Drums

You are often hyper, restless, and full of a little too much zeal.

However, people may be surprised to know that you can focus your energy well.

You are driven and engaged enough to be a great drummer... and you have the stamina to practice for hours.

In fact, when you can channel your energy productively, it only increases!

You are independent and spirited... but also consistent. You can definitely keep the beat.

You work well in a group and contribute heartily - without needing to take the lead.

Your dominant personality characteristic: your aggression

Your secondary personality characteristic: your precision

What Musical Instrument Should You Play?

okay..so i am a romantic and drummer..LOL..what an interesting test..hahahs!
but its fun anyway! got loads of funny tests for you to take!
hahas..simply press the links that are below the above tests and you can go and take a look! :D

yohooO! today went to help out dad's work..hmm..kinda okay..but need to carry loads of bulky stuff..because we were putting up new noticeboards which are made of STAINLESS STEEL..its freaking heavy..hmm..but still managed to hold on la..drill some holes and the thing is held on the board stand! somwhere at commonwealth's estates...

as for tomorrow..have to work! easly shift dude..hmm..hope its tanjong again! hahas..;)

gtg..ciaos~!

woots! im back to blog!
mood: kinda tired..

hahas..im back from school! today is the 2nd day of the 2nd semester and im kinda happy right now! hahas..new class, new people, new start!!!

hahas..W15G is okay...everyone is friendly! hahas..yupps..some may look fierce though..>.<'...at first la..but after when you talk to them right, actually they are just shy!! hahahs..but i must admit that im shy at first though...T.T..well..who doesnt? heh heh.

hmm..sian..i feel like going for piano lesson! dont know why, just have this feeling. actually i wanted to go for a long time alr..just that there are alot of factors that reject this idea...hmm..oh well...lets keep it view first..
in the meantime just work more for more cash and brush up my guitar skills! damn..must kip practising! practise makes perfect..! :D

well..thats all for now..
CIAOS!~

hmm..today i went to cut my hair! NO MORE LONG N UNCOMFORTABLE HAIR ALR!!! :D:D
ooh..

after that, came back to watch VCD..my bro bought a VCD..called:

NEVER BACK DOWN

this show is shown on the theatre for quite some time ago..very nice! full of martial arts stuff..COOL..
mixed martial arts was cool! man! this inspires me to go back to my taekwondo and get my 2nd DAN! :P

hahas.well..that will only happen if i got time to go there! >.<' sunday got to work dude..sian.. anyways..see how bah..hahas ciaos! oh yah...before tat..watch this watch this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!