Love you, Love me.

well..its minutes to midnight eh? =)

well.started the day off by going to school as usual..today was CHEWJIAJUN WAS A SUPER FUCKER..okay..i just flared up for nothing..damn it..dunno why sia..im an emo guy..what do u expect? hahas.right? those who are really close to me knows it..well..when i flared up at someone this fast..usually it isnt a good sign..means that something bad is gonna happen to me? well..usually after that i will emo loads..argh..help! >.<''
sry for those whom i showed my freaking attitude to..really sorry..cux u guys are victims..:S

just now when to mit up with philbert...go eat..have fun..well..reeli miss those days la..but seriously..i feel better when im with him..=)
hahas..i miss every of sec 4C's people..esp the ones that are close to me..bird..altho ur present is stupid..i'll have my revenge soon! next year! hahas.but thanks for the effort anw..=)

well..as for tomorrow..will be starting off by having cognitive UT..well..wad to do? is life mah..part and parcel..
hope everything will go smoothly la..no problems..be a happy me and im satisfied..
if i have 3 birthday wishes, it will be:
1.more money pls
2.have a happier life
3.not too emotional

well..according to my lappy's clock, its 11.25pm
35 more mins to midnight..well..HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME THEN..=)
im 17 alr..must start to be more independant..need lesser parent's support..cux it will be kind of a burden to them..=)
17 17 17,4 more years to 21..:)
hope i will be happy..:D

phew! im back from work! WAKAKAKAS.shiok arh!

the feeling of going home from work cannot be compared with anything man! GOSH.it was so nice..hahahhahs..nah..maybe im abit despoto go home..dunno y? LOL..guess i've been missing my bed! cux im like kinda lack of slp? mon - sat, everyday 7am wake up sia..if i today worked morning instead of late shift, that means it will be a week alr..T.T
my panda eyes are coming out!
my panda eyes are coming out!
my panda eyes are coming out!
my panda eyes are coming out!
my panda eyes are coming out!
LOL..nvm la..since im kinda like chao ta alr..panda eyes won affect me much as people dun reeli can see cux its camouflaged!! i guess???
wakakas..ok..im lying to myself..T.T..hahas..

today's work is same as ytd's lor..same partner! lol..gabriel..hahas..we tok cock as usual..hahas..well..he is someone who u can tok to la..he is kinda open and kind..good person..=)
hahas..well..today's break went for a swim! ahas..man..never felt better! hahas..MISSES THE SEA!!! omg.i miss the times when i go snorkelling wif ENG and go catch fish during beak time! ahas..ENG arh..v long nv wash toilet with u alr..i BET u miss me man..hope u read this! hahahahahas..=)

oh yah..after that..went to buy a bag! its just a simple nike bag..hahas..at first i thot the laptop can fit in just nice..little did i know that when i reach home and test..i still can fit like 20 more jotterbooks inside la..-.-..hahas..anw..good buy! bought at ard $44 i guess..still got discount! LOL..20%..well..lucky me..hahahas..yeah! nw when i carry lappy to sch..my right shoulder will not be painful anymore..cux previously i was using a sling bag..so the weight all is put onto my right shoulder..now is diff! :D
well..i still need to buy anothr water proof bag! hahas..at army market..its dam nice la! i had my eyes on it for quite long alr..hahas..gonna buy it using my next pay..=)

well..thats all for today! hahas..
gotta go sch tomorrow! tomorrow is computing! hahas..faci say its damn fun! well..hahas.no comments! hahas..=)
ciaos~
2 more days! hahahahas.

dear zoe, you are dearly missed.=)

current mood: very tired..hahas

well..."hu is not tired?" by ronald..hahas..not RONALD SEE..lol..another ronald in my church..;)
hahahas..well..quite true ar? hu is not tired? hahas..bt i will never forget what benedict told us all.." when you are tired, means that ur brain is working.."..lol..smth like that la..hahas..well..this sentence kinda encourages me thou! makes me feel smarter! hahahahahahas..well..

today went to work in the morning..hahas..well..worked with gabriel..haha..he was one of the new members who joined Beach Patrol..hahas..well..he was kinda attached to me..in a sense..he didnt reeli have attachment from the start til now la..yeah..hahas..so taught him abit about how the beaches works..=)
hahas..tml i think working wif me..well..its fun toking to him la! we tok alot lor..yeah..hahas...nice things to tok about la..=)
hahas..well..time passed extremely fast whenever im talking to him..hahas
after that..went svc..gosh..in the end i was still later than expected! sorry smarties, cheng wee and george..hahas..but i tried my best to walk at my top speed alr.hahas..i'll try to be earlier next time.cux i know everytime i mit george..i will be late..be it purposely or unintentionally..hahahas..:P

well..as for tomorrow..main agenda is to go work again..tml late shift..hahas..well..hope i will enjoy work again! hahas..
woots! 3 more days!! hahas..just 1,2,3!!!!!! hahahas

current mood: blur-ed

man..just woke up yo...hmm..my bed esp nice just now..dunno y..hahahas..well..was kinda tired the moment i reached home, so go slp lor..hahahas..well..today was quite interesting..hahas..

well..at 9am..started culture UT..hmm..nth much to say la..hahas..but after that..when UT finish..our cognitive lesson starts..man...today is the suck-iest cognitive we could have ever had man..the freaking faci..we ask her whether can we change group not..just changing groups will be quite fast one..and we have been in the sam group for 6 DAMN WEEKS! not say i dun like my grp members..its just that u nid to kip changing teams wad..at least this is smth to make the lesson not as boring!!! >.<'

well..in the end..what the faci say? she say that we will take too much of her time just to change team! wtf? is like..change team..go so long meh? 5-10 mins? and after she said this..she sit down at her table..and said nth for ard 5-10 mins la..wtf right? if she say its a waste of time..then why is she wasting time at that point of time? right? idiot sia..
well..of cox im not the onli one hu strongly disagree onthis issue. hahas..well..in the end..some of us went off after the first meeting..hahas..well..after that went to eat early lunch lor..at pizza hut..=)...after that go for movie again..well..its The Incredible Hulk again..hahas..but nvm la..watching wif my friends mah..so its okay..=)

well..this is 4C '07..haha..still alive and kicking! ;)
guys..i miss sec 4 too!

6 more days..
die la..getting old alr!
hahahahas

current mood: si bei tired arh..

wah piang..dunno y sia..im getting more and more tired these few days..man..the way im resting and working so dam wrong! argh..didnt have plenty rest man..well..rest more = sleepless nights, rest less = lerthargic, sian-ed face, no mood for anything. how sia? do this, got this. do that, got that.

hmm..today had culture..well..it was quite fun thou..the way the new faci conducted the lesson..was more like cognitive instead of culture..hahas..well..everyone was kinda engaged in today's topic..seldom see people so enthu in culture? no offence to jeanette la..well..each facis have each of their own good and bad points wad..we cant always point at ppl's bad points and didnt consider about the good points, and vice versa.=)
yawns..yawns..and MORE yawns!!
i've got a sudden urge of wanting to play bass guitar or drums NOW!!!

7 more days (1 more week)!!
well..saying in a nicer way its MY DAY!
well..saying in a lousier way its that IM GETTING OLD!!
well..at least i will be the same age as someone for 3 months and 2 days..=)

L-O-V-E

sunday..work, work and work lor..
current mood: tired..T.T

well..after work just went to have dinner with ronald at bugis..well..after that immediately faster go home..cux me and him cant tah han from work..came back home..unpacked bag and slpt..phew..wonder if i cld continue slping tonight? hahas.didnt intend to wake up just now..but..still woke up lor..LOL..now sitting on my com, with my brain 50% shut down..LOL..dunno wad to write..

hmm..well..oh yah..recently i've kinda hear this old song again..its called 'Where Is The Love' by Black Eyed Peas. hmm..kinda like this song now cux of its content la..basically it is explaining what happening in the world around us..i think quite true la..hmm..well..cool eh? the POWER of music..LOL..can comes in so many forms..sad songs, happy songs, emo songs etc etc..well..=)
oh yah..recently just heard One Night In Beijing from ronald..
wth..LOVE the band who sang this song! its 信乐团！
wakakakaks!

9.9.9.9.9.9.9.9.9.9 MORE DAYS.=)
多九天！

well..its a saturday and i am here blogging again..
firstly, wana wish my MUM A HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
well..no matter how much i dislike ur nagging, u r still the onli mum i have..=)
grr..my hair is standing..wakakas...
ps..didnt get u any present yo..:P..

hmm..today?
nth much la..just slack ard at home..rest, rest and more rest! nid to have it man..didnt slp well for the whole week this week! wah..tell u ar..the feeling is terrible..must struggle to go sch everyday sia..to prevent this kind of stupid feelings again..decided to slp early next week onwards! hahahas..say onli la..??

well..as for tomorrow..working will be the main item on the agenda..hmm..neither happy nor sad about this..just that i hope tomorrow will enjoy my work la..the mst impt thing about working is that you are interested and enjoying the job. well..my interest is there..enjoying will based on how the people at the beach enjoys themselves.=)

hmm..well..have u guys watched YOU DONT MESS WITH THE ZOHAN? gosh..its damn freaking funny i tell u guys..hahas..wld rate it 4/5 stars!! (double thumbs up!) hahas..gosh..always LOVE Adam Sandler's shows! hahahas..i love the Zohan's leg uppercut! hahahas..

well..guess what..im thinking about my ideal place for now..cux im listening to michael buble's songs..man..his songs always reminded me of the place that i wanted to go so i can relax like dunno wad sia..phew~
well..10 more days to me growing older by 1 yr old..hmm..wads more to come then? im onli 17 this year..hope my future is bright? LOL

what a week..phew..hmm..this week is more of a emo-ing week i guess..so many things are running through my head man..

phew..dunno la..am i thinking too much?
guess i am..well..hahas..my happy day is coming!
hmmm..what can i expect on that day?
a ride on the flyer luh! celebrate SAF day mah..hahas..right?

10 more days..=)

nothing can describe how i feel now...cux ITS ~~EMPTY~~...
and the feeling of being defeated again..feeling of losing something so impt..feeling of sadness..feeling of anger..feeling of dissapointment..feeling FUCKED UP la..haix..

~~where is the~~ love?
tired....

dun emo shyt la jiajun..HAHAHAS
14 more days!!!! HAHAHAHAS.

wtf..im dying of boredness here la!!

sian..no money..no plans..no work..WTH am i doing sia?
slacking all the way..argh..
cant slack! will get lazy!
well..

ytd and today:
plans for my both days?
sleep, sleep and more SLEEP!
sian la..life is boring..yawns..feeling restless now..
these few nights has not been a good night for me..in fact..it has been weeks alr..alot of things are running through my mind..ALOT...

well..i still think working is better than study la..haix..work? no stress, no nid to travel so far etc etc..
somemore tml start sch..still need to wake up damn fucking early and take my stupid and heavy laptop to WOODLANDS..

grumble grumble grumble..man..here goes..i've starting complaining again..ARGH..

~~15 more days..now i feel like slacking at home on that day..not going out at all..afterall..im used to not celebrating it anw..=)~~

I want to stand with you on a mountain.
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever.
til the sky falls down on me...

the best friday night i could ever have..:)

16 more days DUDE..:D

I WILL SURVIVE!!!!!

this song is just so retro! hahas.retro POP.hahas

ENJOYYYYYYYYY!

phew..what a day!

all i cld say about today is that..i had fun..altho there is some misunderstanding..hmm..i think that this is something that makes our friendship closer...:D..right?

hahas..im so so so so tired(cannot use 'shagged' this word) today! cux ytd chiong-ed volleyball with my sec sch friends..hahhahas..VOLLEYBALL ROCKS LA..hahas..
yeah..lets kip going shall we? wakakakas..
and i LOVE SUNBURNS TOO..;)
hahas..
i think i'll die of skin cancer one day..LMAO..this was my random thinking when i was on my way home ytd..hahahas..JKJK!

woot! 19 more days!!! sweeeeeet!

life is getting more and more boring..uhh..T.T

today:
nth much..just met up wif ronald..ate dinner..walk ard marina sq then head toward's Albert's shop for a hair cut..ooh..feel so cooling after a hair cut...i still prefer short and neat hair..:)

man..tml is special! cux its another class outing with our faci, Mr Erkan, himself! dunno got people go not la..just hope that everyone will come back together like the W45H we used to be last time..well..hope there are no conflicts, no dislikes, no hates, no bad feelings all la..everyone just be tgt..isnt that great? well..easy to say, difficult to accomplish..

well..saw the GB girls just now at mac while i was on the way to the Albert's.hmm.something came out of my mouth while toking to them..which is: " music is my life"..
well..come to think of it, i think that music can reeli describe me..
for eg, feelings..

current mood: sian-ed.
hmm.how would one feel, if one wants to achieve something soo badly..but no matter how one has tried, there will always be some difficult obstacles obstructing the path to the goal, and eventually make one failed?
well..basically that is how i feel now..
well..oh yah..a few days ago..had this wierd dream..dreamt that i was one of the angels..and this dream is very funny..is about kip fighting..i and this group of angels were fighting those black shadows that kept coming ard this very very tall church...its among the clouds,very high up..then this dream is like kip flying and fighting non stop..hmm..very hard to describe the place...but when i am dreaming bout this..i feel so relieved..esp when im dreaming that i was flying ard at the top of the church..which is in the clouds..so carefree..no wonder there is this quote:" as free as a bird"..hahas..well..
dunno whether to believe it or not..but to me, i think this dream doesnt come like JUST a dream..i think there are meaning behind it..well..

SIAN ARH...~~where are you?~~

22 more days..its coming..but im feeling abit sian...:S

current mood: neutral

ooh..its been awhile since i've blogged..getting lazier alr..its bad! I MUST NOT BE LAZY..damn..must start working next week..or else get scolding from parents again..
well..parents are coming back tml alr..hmm..duno whether isit a good thing or bad thing to me..well..nvm la..dun care so much la..

hmm..ytd went for class outing..as expected..not much people turned up..in the end..ard 6 people went..well..is that called a class outing? as in, people just say that they are coming..then they put aeroplane everytime at LAST MINUTE..well..what can we do? force them to come? no choice mah..so in order not to have this kind of situation..me and a few people decided not to plan this kind of outings alr..

saturdays are suppose to go church..well..its 10 mins to 4pm and im still facing my com, blogging. its been a while since i've attended church..well..i've got nth to say about this..

hmm..alot of things are running thru my mind now..but dunno wads that..hahas..im NUTS.. :D
gtg slp..ciaosss..

23 more days to go..hope i can enjoy that day.. :D

aww..look at that..isnt philbert cute in his NEW LEVI'S PINK BOXERS? omg.
PHILBERT: hey, trust me. wear this to PSB. sure got girls come one..wakakakakakakas!!

well..thats philbert in ytd's bday party yea? hahas..think he enjoyed himself..of cox he does! why? cux we were there!!! :D:D..wakakakas..damn fun la..yeah..

i was the first to reach, and last to leave..hahas..it was fun la..we set up fire all..hahas..during the setting up of fire..i drawed his face using the charcoal thingy too..well...in the end i kena by him too..thanks philbert! u r the BIRTHDAY BOY U R SUPPOSED TO BE BULLIED..wakakakakas..

well..thats yesterday..hmm..for today..hmm.all i cld say about today that it was a simple day..but its nice, sweet, lovely, memorable for me..=)

filled me with your love..=)

28 more days! hahas..:D:D