in fact, i love to take formal shots, because i feel that they are the nicest type of photo you can have..its like so neat and tidy..i especially love this one..the first and only photo with dearest in formal suit @ 40th EAOG Anniversary Dinner..
time really flies until the extend that i cant even remember how many anniversaries i had with my dearest..
and the upcoming one (9th months) is like next saturday?!?!
things are still going up and down between us..and i felt that both of our emotions are rather unstable..
we quarrel because of something small, trying to figure out something to solve the issue and instead of solving we quarrel more etc..
i really think that these few weeks are the times whereby Satan is shaking everyone off from God's hands, and personally, i felt that relationship is one of the factors that he is shaking me.
see, the way satan attacks is very straightforward, usually is the same.
relationship is a big issue to me, therefore, im having a tough spiritual battle these few weeks with dearest..
she is having nightmares at night..cannot sleep..
prayer can help..but it keeps coming back to test her..
so is like everyone is having a hard period right before the camp Unshakable.
nonetheless, God is still very loving..
in cell, that is where i really felt the warmth of a family..
where everyone focus on the same person, on the same goal..
how cool is that?
nothing's on for me now that my PP is done and PASSED..
just need to signed myself up for FTT PLS.! its like freaking 3 months-to-be since i took my BTT..
i scared i forget everything and im behind schedule (according to me own personal plan)..
yupp..
just looking forward to the day that im going YA camp..
BATAM! never been there before..but i heard the water's good and clear..
LOVE THOSE PLACES! :D
PS: for those who are down during these few weeks, recite this lyrics from Healer into ur heart.
" Nothing is impossible for You (x3), You hold my world in Your hands.."
dearest, i really do love you. i want us to grow together. let this period be the time to learn and not to demoralise/upset each other, instead we should encourage and cheer each other up. i will try to do my best in my part, hoping that our relationship can be a better one, and a relationship where people can really use us as a model to learn from us..
CHERYL CHUA 我爱死你了!!!!!! :)
