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alright..am here blogging on a sunday afternoon..hahas..
usually when i dont go work..i'll just slack at home..blogging about how's my life have been these few weeks..

hmm..these few weeks has been crazy for me and my dearest..
loads of ups and downs, the happy and sad etc..
hmmm..quarrels happens to every couple eh? but the main thing after all the quarrel is to patch back..
and the main thing when u are angry is NOT TO TALK..
the more you talk, the more you add oil on the fire..true?
sometimes when u are angry, you dont even seem to know what you are talking about..
all you know is to make the other party feel more pain than u..
so i will need to control and keep quiet whenever quarrel starts..
cool down first then explain and solve it eh? sounds like a better idea..

dearest..i'm sorry on my part that i flared up..i guess i had a rough time that period..
sometimes when things are not going our way, we feel like shit.
but after clearing all the shit, we must remember to learn from it.
we will not be like a dog, as dog will go back and eat it's own vomit after they puke.
love you my dearest... i love you now, tml, tml's tml and so many tml's that even the maths genius in this world cannot even calculate because it's INFINITE! :D
PS: btw, i'm not a small boy! :P

hmmm..yesterday at YA..had a life-changing service..
the word was good, the Praise and Worship was awesome..
on my knees everytime i reached the alter..in awe by his greatness..
Hosea was the preacher..
he preached this sentence that leaves a mark in my head, which is:
" If our earthly father can do so much for his son, what about our Heavenly Father? "
then he gave this very very very good example of this extremely famous pianist called Lang Lang..

Lang Lang is from China, came from a small poor village. he favourite is to play the piano. his father worked so hard just to make sure he gets to practise his piano, so his father found a piano teacher for him. as they are from a poor family, they had not enough money for transportation, therefore, his father will cycle him on a 3 hr journey ( to and fro) just to make sure that he got his shot on his dreams. even in the snow, he cycled LL to go practise. but this teacher teaches him for quite some time, and tell LL straight in the face that he has no talent at all in piano. but LL didnt gives up, his father found him another teacher to continue his practise. years later, he's performing at famous concert halls in china and US etc.. there's even one performance whereby he personally invited his dad along to play his er hu and LL plays his piano and performed together..

touching isnt it? you can imagine what our earthly father can do just to make sure that his son's dream is fulfilled..how about our Heavenly Father when he is so perfect????
this is a question to think about..

yesterday during service..something kept pestering me..
is called : SHARING AND CELL LEADER!
i was excited with this image.. and i'm willing to do anything for Him..
maybe this is the direction i need to and will be going from now on.. ;)
dearest signed up for the children worship leader's thingy..as they need worship leaders..
is like....WOW la..
after around 7 months being together..knowing her so much..
i think this is a breakthrough moment for her..
this is the first time i see her so enthu for Him..
this is the first time i see her so busy for Him..
this is the first time i see her so happy! :)
from what i know of her previous life before i came into it..it's nothing like this..
she has completely changed into more Godly person than she used to be!!!
so happy for her and i believed that He will used us both in our strengths eh?
Praise Him.. :D

last but not least, school is so busy! >.<
cant even breathe now that everything's cramping up.
i strongly learnt that you cannot do things last minute, because you might not know when something last min crops up. and you are DEAD.
see la..year 1 don't chiong CE points..now cramping up on year 2..when year 2 got PP to worry like mad..
imagine i cramp to year 3..my FYP is a gonner man..
must finish my CE asap!

and also my FTT haven even go take..took BTT alr..then go stagnant..
because of my school work and work..
wow..must go soon! :)
blogged till here then..

LOVE YOU DEAREST! :D:D:D:D:D:D