Love you, Love me.

as you can see..my room is under maintenance..well..
painting the whole room!
but from the 1st pic..i onli painted the ceiling..HAHA..
abit lazy now..SHYT!
if i continue to be like this..i'll never finish the job man..damn..
gonna finish it up sooner or later when i have a free day..
who is willing to help me paint also?

hahas..nah..just kidding..

this week has been going up and down for me..
hmm..

the ups is that...
FINALLY THE ZOO TRIP IS A SUCCESS!

omg..is like so freaking long la..plan and plan and plan..
in the end then can go..so yah..well..did manage to went there and had fun!
so does she..:)
hahs..
and i 'took home' loads of stuff other than memories...
like..
CARLOS THE SEALION!
and...

ZUZU THE HIPPO!

hahahahas! omg.
there is actually a baby hippo named ZUZU! lol..

okay..hahs..but it was fun la..
and the giraffes are very funny..
they amazed me..
lol..because when the zoo keepers went into their area..
they literally stone at their position..
i mean..really stone! doesnt even move an inch..HAHA..
funny eh? :)

too bad the pictures arent here yet..onli some..well..tsk tsk..stupid internet connection ar..

hahas..took photo at the crocodile place..of cox must have a crocodile pose! hahas! except (ahem)..lol..she is excited to see spiders i think? :P

hahas..
thats the fun part..now..is the down part..

hmm..
went slacking with afix quite a few days ago..hmmm..saw someone la..
that someone has a very deep influence in me ar..
hmm..well..
after seeing that person..
dunno where to smile or to frown? its been so long since i last saw that person and the thing happened for so long alr..
well..seeing that person makes me think alot these few days..
but i'll be fine soon..:)

another one is christmas..
i know christmas is a very important day for christians..
talked to joyce just now..
what she said makes sense ar..
hmm..
makes me think alot again..
well...im a sensitive person..how can u ask me not to think soo much?
christmas christmas christmas..
the onli day in one whole year im looking forward to..

god, am i really not ready at that time? i was so happy when i got chosen to play for you..
and got kicked out during the probation period really saddens me..because that is the only way i can serve you..from my point of view..
im not blaming anyone because they have a standard to follow..
the reason im not going back is because they way people look at me..
so now, God, i've talked to you about my problems..will you help?
because i've a trusted friend who told me to talk to You, and i think i shall believe for once..
since i've backslided for quite some time now..
anwer me pls....