oh well..what to do? is trouble that i've made and gave myself..
trying to stop, forget, run away, all kinds of things..doesnt help but just to FACE IT!.
how?
regretted now is abit late..but its always like this..came to last minute then realise it..and im not the only one who felt the pain...
saying sorry? i know it doesnt helps..but what more can i say?
im just a soft-hearted guy who can believe someone so damn easily that i got tricked over and over again..
say no to these things..cant reeli bring myself to do that..im someone who requires care and concern..isnt that what everyone wants? just that i want more perhaps..
want more til the extend i go crazy..
until now..music is the only thing that can make me happy, make me numb.
just really find the right one..
i've done alot of bad things i didnt want..
thought that those might help..
yes it helps! but it helps for a while..wads the freaking use of it?
all i need is just someone.
with love,care,concern,attention,times we spent and so much more.
ever since August 2007, the old Chew Jia Jun is long gone..LONGGGG gone..
dont know how much i've changed over those few months..
now i feel like i've lost everything..
everything..
except Your Love..
Your love never fails to be there..just that people tend to neglect..tend to forget..
let me be close to You again can? Let me feel You again..because all i need is You..
only You..
created Alpha and Omega
know what a person i am
know how i feel
understands me..
And I'll sing, sing I love you sothis is a emo post..just ignore it..pls..
And I'll sing
Because the world can't take away..
Your love..