Love you, Love me.

wow..its been so many donkey years since i last logged in into this place and blog..

hmmm..life's as usual..

test are happening now..studying on and off as usual man..

hmmmm..nothing much in my life now..but i know more is to come when holiday starts!

ahahahas..

was trying to find some pictures that explains LOVE between me and cheryl..

i was thinking so hard...! like what are the words that i can use when i type in the search box..

was trying words like " partnership", "companionship", "couples" etc etc etc. but no good results came...

then i realised that actually i had the picture already.

every single photo that me and my dearest took explains LOVE this word.. :)

hahahas.

recently we just had our 1 year and half months monthniversary.

it was like..........zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz... because we had to study..

hahas..

but dearest and i know that any random day can be our anniversary, as long as we both love each other.. :D

my dearest so understanding! LOVE her to bits.

one funny thing that makes me so interested in her is that she still have her childhood mindset, despite being a little mature at times..hahahas..

she did things like made me promise to bring her go Jurong Birdpark..sooooooo cute!

LOL.

she is so baby-ish. hahahahahahahaas. i like. :D

alrights! gtg!

counting down...26 MORE DAYS TO MELBOURNE! :D

i will miss my dearest.. :(

DASHING! :D

oh wells..
*breathe in*.........
*COUGH COUGH COUGH COUGH COUGH*!!!!!

so you can roughly estimate how long i did not blogged till now..

life is getting more and more like a routine and i seriously don like it..
every week is just not right for me now..
its just school, home, work, church..
outside might seems okay for me..
but inside its like.. WHAT THE HELL
but commitments are still commitments right?
so its not something that im suppose to complain about..
but still, humans do have emotions and i rather vent it here rather than or anyone to make things worse..

welll...
time do pass at lightning speed.
without a doubt, im at the end of semester 1 for year 3.
its like....WHOA!
its been a long time since i met cheryl and everyone else? hahas.
but like nothing much change since year 1 up till now..

talking about time..
cheryl and i clearly forgot our anniversary for this month! LOL
its like...diaozzzzzzz.
hahahhas
btw...its our 1 year and 4 months anniversary! :)

thats all for now...
byeee

hmmmm...

was wondering why my blog's url is changed to " kingdomof-comfort.bs.com"..
initially, was in love with the song Kingdom Of Comfort, thats the reason why.
but slowly after time, then i just realise that this is the place that im comfortable with to share my thoughts down. hmmm..

school has started for a couple of weeks and i must say that the stress has started building its own tower inside me alr..
piles and piles of stress slowly joins in like a queue and i must must stress that it is not time for me to be a slacker anymore!
initially thought that 3rd Year's nothing much, just like 1st and 2nd year.
but the feel is so different from the first day of school!
the moment i got to school, checked my mail. guess what?
FYP advisor sent a meeting request to my email alr.
shucks. they don even give me the 1st day of school a good one. phew...
but still handling ok for most of the stuffs like school, relationship, other commitments etc....for now.

but on top of all these heavy issues, i had some light issues too!
last wed just passed my long awaited FTT!
know why its long?
cux i've booked it since the week before CNY. and the test was last week, so yah..

the funny thing is,
i didnt even study much for the test at all!
the first one i mugged like hell but failed,
the second one i slack like hell but passed.
is it lucky or what?
NOPE!
it's God's hands moving around my head, blessing me with all the things that i wanted.
and all thanks to Him, i literally pass BTT and FTT like nobody's business.
i know its Him, because i know that i'm gonna pass before i went and took it

well, now that i've passed. i need to find instructor!
and money's the problem again... -.-''
nvm..lazy to talk about monetary issues again...zzzzzzzzzz..
hmmmm...just hoping that i can pull through all the lesson's fees and my trip to tioman..

seriously hoping that i can go tioman cux from what i've heard, my FYP 1st assessment is on eith 16th, 17th, or 18th june! :(
my trip is from 18th - 20th june..
and 18th june is the critical date for me.
so for now, im just praying hard all the time, hoping that my assessment is on either 16 or 17th so as not to clash with my trip.
PLS PLS PLS! i just don wana stay in singapore.
singapore is T-O-O B-O-R-I-N-G.

till here..
ciaos.

this is the 1st ever bangs i saw my dear had!

cute right? omt! haahahahas..
this is taken when we are on the floating platform watching the NDP rehearsal 2009..
she looks super-ly like a small girl..ahaha.. *pinch cheeks*

well..my dearest keep asking me to blog and so here i am..sitting down..typing my thoughts into a BIG white box with no text limit..hmmmm...

these few weeks has been ok and well for me...didnt really work much..most of my time were spent on my class BBQ, chalet, outings and everything..and did spend alot of time with dearest and her family..hahahas..
hmmm..was really starting to feel that the holiday was great when................

POOF!

the holiday's ending..
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
oh well..
3rd year liaos..must buck up..and next year ARMY LO!
lol...fast eh? the youngest in my family is finally gg army soon! hahahahas
i dun wana go back school! so borings. everyday's routine the same.
meeting 1, break, meeting 2, longer break, meeting 3, go home.

well..for now..just enjoy my last moments of happiness ba..hahahahas..
nothing to blog tho..hahas..so i think i just stop here..

PS: DEAR, I SERIOUSLY WANA GO DIVING OR CRUISE BEFORE MY NS JUST IN CASE U DONT KNOW IF NOT I GO NS SURE DAMN SIAN ONE.
hahahahahahhahahhahahahahahahaahahahahahahahahsh

by the end of this holiday, it would be mine..!!!!!! (one of them)
wahahas..
i just realised i kept saying that i wanted to buy a shade for 2 years alr!
but then i procrasinate and buy other stuffs... -.-''
see..this is what procrasination can do to u if u dont discipline urself to focus on what is important!
yeaps..
must get it..
my eyes are getting more and more vulnerable to the glares from the sun on the water during evening time..
ITS BURNING!!!!
so actually must get it soon..

blog till here..BYE!

favourite phrase i gave my dearest this week : you are my one and only baby, smell like flower, taste like honey. HAHAHAHA

wow..

time passes so damn fast until the extend that i didn't even update my dear's age on the profile column of my blog..hahas..
but..UPDATED NOW! :D

come to realised it, this year's gonna be the last year me and dearest's age is gonna start off with the number 1!
next year onwards its 2 alr..hahas.old old old..

hmmm..but saying all these..im rather excited..
because i've always wanted to know what will i become in my future?
yupp..so kinda looking forward to the future...!!

time passes so fast until the extend that....

6 MORE DAYS TO OUR 1ST ANNIVERSARY!

fast right? hahahas..
one year came in an blink of an eye..
and this one year, we've been through so much together!
hahas..
dearest, love you okays! :) there will be more years to come.hahas..

these few weeks are kinda busy..with loads of stuffs going on on the month of February..
things like..
1. Dearest's birthday
i hanged out with her family to have dinner as a form of celebration for her..a mini one tho..
then we had 2 outings..
first is to go and eat smth nice then followed by movie..
the other one was a ZOO OUTING! :D
hahas..
PS: sorry dear that i did not get a present for you, but hope you really enjoyed both of the outings.. :)
my dearest is like a small girl la! hahas..so excited when she sees those animals..hahas..so cute! :)
whenever she do cute stuffs, i just feel like pinching her fat chubby cute cheeks! WAHAHAHA.
im a saddist, i know. HAHA. but on this situation only. ;)
its kinda good thing and bad thing for dearest also..
this year turning 19, and the staffs from theatre still will ask her is she 16 years old when watching a NC 16 show..
good thing is, she really looks young.
bad thing is, people cant recognise her real age.
i dunno why is it a bad thing, but i feel its a bad issue, HAHA.

2.CNY
usual hangout place on the 1st day : grandma house
this year's good! the ang pao is like WHOA! HAHA
got a few addition to the amount of ang paos me and my brother got over at grandma's house as some of my big cousins are married..so yah..
this year's awesome la! with dearest's families also! hahahs.
they super kind can.. :) gave me more than what i expected! hahahas.
thanks dear and your family yah?
hahas.i went one of the visiting with dearest family to her auntie house..hahas..
afterall, i would say that this year's CNY is way better than last year's..
why?
because the atmosphere is definitely there..the gathering of family..my family..other families..
the real fun of CNY is there for the first 3 days of course..
felt like the old and 'original' CNY..
the one we used to felt when we were super young.. :D

hahas..
so i'll just blogged until here then.. :)

OUR SWEEEEET MOMENTS~!
PS:THE BOTTOM LEFT PHOTO LOOKS LIKE OUR WEDDING PHOTO! HAHAHS.CAN'T WAIT TO TAKE WITH CHERYL CHUA JIA YAN! :D

HAHA!
finally there's something nice to talk about in my blog after a few posts of some emo posts..hahas
yesterday was a saturday, but there's no YA service, instead we have a seminar @ Church Of Good Sheperd..
hahas..the seminar was good, and surprisingly, i do manage to take and absorb alot of things during this seminar and i really can focus! :D good job JJ. :D
hmmm..it was a more 'traditional' church i would say, and the in-charge of the church wasn't quite happy ( i think ) when the YAs are fidgiting and eating sweets during the seminar..
although we didnt disturb the whole church, but they seems not to get used to our culture tho..hahas..
nevertheless, we are the same body of Christ and must stay united..! hahas..
they were kind and they welcomed us..

after that dearest and i went for my bro's birthday party! HAHA..
and guess what?
they started to make fire since 5pm and by the time i reached (7 plus), they still haven set up the fire! LOLOLOLOL.
but then i actioned to help, because i've started fire before, in the end the fire still haven started until my bro's friend came to added some help finally..
lol..so the whole fire started only at 8 plus where alot of my bro's friend came alr! LOL.
SO EMBARASSING..!
but the whole night was a good time for my brother though..
although he never say much, never show much, but can see that he enjoyed his time alot la.
hahas..
HAPPY 24th BIRTHDAY MY ELDER BROTHER!

after that dearest and i stayed over with my elder brother and his gf..hahas
not even one of my bro's friend stayed over lor.. -.-''
but it was still fun la..talked to lydia(bro's gf) more than ever..hahahas..
it was a get-together night..
the next day we woke up..had breakfast..and my bro and lydia went home le..
but dearest and i WENT ESCAPE! :D:D:D:D

but then HOR..
not much games we could play..SERIOUSLY..
is like SHITZXZXZXZ man..
lucky the admission ticket is free..if not i seriously waste my $17.70 just to go in and see alot of trees and bushes.. -.-''
dearest and i still managed to have fun and get wet at the same time! HAHA.
we also won some of those mini-games booths and dearest got home a colourful dolphin and a wide-grinning gorilla plush toy..HAHA..

after all the wash-up..we went to eat and everything..
then we go arcade and have some fun! HAHA.
like kids arh we all..LOL..
then we took neoprints! :D hahas..
and we were so sotong la..the whole neoprint machine is like in japanese language and u cannot even understand a single thing so dearest and i just anyhow click on something..hahhahas..
but it came out nicely! :D
the photo's on top FYI..LOL

dearest really had a good time..can see that the people around me so happy..
this is the first few times i felt this kind of peace and inner joy in my heart..to see the people around me so happy and blissed..
i'm starting to understand why God wants to ask a rich guy(i cant remember who) to gave up his fortune and everything to follow Him..

because the things that God wants us to experience is something that money will never ever ever be able to buy.. :)

dearest, thanks for the time and i hope u really enjoyed your weekends this week.. :)
LOVE YOU! :)